I haven’t been on Tumblr lately…it just so happens that I feel like expressing my thoughts and feelings at the moment. So that, I shall do.
I experienced college! Yeah, well I guess the first semester is not supposed to be all that great…or is it? Lol…I can’t say much, it’s only been 2 days of school for me. I’ll tell you this much. I do NOT enjoy walking to classes because everything is so damn far from each other and it gets really MUGGY in Manoa. I hate that! I can be walking for 2 minutes and start dripping in sweat. Haha okay maybe it’s not THAT bad, but it gets pretty bad. Mkay! My classes seem alright. I don’t have a small class though :( They’re all like 150 students and more. I’m really not going to make any new friends this semester. Hopefully next semester I can end up in a smaller class or something.
I love how independent I’ve become. Without much guidance from everyone else, I hitched myself a GREAT internship experience at UNITEHERE Local 5 and brought in some BANK! Unfortunately, all that “bank” went to my tuition & books. Which honestly wasn’t much. But still, to watch all that hard-earned money disappear in such large amounts in such little time is pretty depressing. =/
I need to find another job soon.
I’m trying not to rely on other people anymore because honestly, there is nobody to rely on. Not even Jon anymore. He’s been a grouch and a killjoy about pretty much everything. So whatevs with him. I can do me. I’m totally fine with that.
I love how much my mom has learned to trust me. I don’t blame her. After getting through high school without a single positive remark from her, I managed to get into a university on scholarships AND get a job AND pay for all of my own shit! We went from hating each other to pretty much being best friends, which I can totally get used to. I am no longer questioned on where I am, who I’m going to be with, or what time I’m going to be home. We both know that I’m not stupid that’s why :)
Anyway, I think that’s all I have to say for now…See ya.